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feb.14.2011-9pm-mon-edison
weather seems to be improving,it was 45 and sunny today from 20's and clouds previous days.
love-i have heard and so you should have too that it is the most misunderstood word in the world and it is right up to a point which we all realise to be so*****why is it so hard to understand? because majority of the time understanding is done through mind ,like learning some thing new through mind -but love is much bigger-vast and deeper than the reach of mind which can learn everything by breaking the whole in to beats and pieces***** and do not know any other way to understand because to understand and control, you have to be bigger than that object which is possible only if you break it in to smaller pieces!! while to understand love -it is quite opposite -you have to break 'your self' in to pieces and surrender your self so that you can taste the nectar of love rather than controlling it and as a result of this contrary way ,it is very hard to understand -also it is the most difficult task on earth to break your self in to nothing from some thing*****because mind can never perceive of nothingness-as nothingness and mind can not exist together ,the way light and dark can never exist together.so ,naturally it will be the most misunderstood word as it is to be felt whole hearted to know its meaning rather than trying to understand its meaning through mind like all other outer objects in the world*****
it is a great art to reduce your self to nothing from some thing and it is embodied in all of us by birth but only wise people have used that art of cleaning all the dust that is collected on our true self by ego-desire- greed-fear etc...
tools to that art are awareness-meditation-love-selflessness-relationship etc...
again too fast ? any way-there is always tomorrow.
love to all and good night.
harshad